Anna christina canaday's Blog (5)

i had been living in the house i was born in for the last 14 years. It was the scene of many crimes against me. Some were actual crimes (my brother molested me and my father tried to kill me) but most were just violations of my personhood and self-image. My son had been begging me for years to move. The house was in bad shape and i could not afford to do all that was necessary. So i abandoned it. The loan company has a shock coming. I moved into a senior citizen's high rise with security 24-7. S… Continue

I was just going over my early posts here. I found one dedicated to my youngest son's father. I must have been out of my mind. I know i am a romantic, but was i really that in love? THe guy was a bum and a user and manipulator. We were using each other for our own purposes. He was a better user than i was. But thank you Jesus he is dead. Free at last, free at last, good God almighty i am free at last! The guy was a skunk and just plain no good. What was i thinking when i posted that homage to hi… Continue

in three song titles by Peggy Lee 1. fever 2. why don't you do right 3. is that all there is? Continue

That's how the last few weeks have been going. Just plain blah. The few laughs i have had were short and far between. I don't know the origin of it but with spring coming in strong, i feel a surge coming on. The flowers are gorgeous. I will be getting out of the house and taking pictures. Candid shots are good but how do you get them without people posing for you? Faces tell such intersting stories. I have little to no interest in politics anymore. I guess getting older has changed my passions a… Continue

This is a really great site. I wanted to use the word cool but didn't that go out with crew cuts? I have so many wonderful friends here and lots of laughs and just talk about things that are stress reducing and relaxing. this is where i come when the rest of the world and all the other sites get me over stimulated. This is just beautiful. Peace and harmony. Continue