I was just going over my early posts here. I found one dedicated to my youngest son's father. I must have been out of my mind. I know i am a romantic, but was i really that in love? THe guy was a bum and a user and manipulator. We were using each other for our own purposes. He was a better user than i was. But thank you Jesus he is dead. Free at last, free at last, good God almighty i am free at last! The guy was a skunk and just plain no good. What was i thinking when i posted that homage to his sorry ass? Take the blinders off girl and see the real man. YUCK! So much for romance. Love is something else again. Someday i will be able to give love to some guy who will give love to me and i will have my happy ever after ending. At least i hope so. Right now i need to stay in therapy and deal with my issues and the real world. I can't believe i ever saw this guy as somebody to place hope in. BLECH!
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